It's better to have loved and lost, than to never loved at all.

Regret - (ri-gret)

1. to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.): He no sooner spoke than he regretted it.
2. to think of with a sense of loss: to regret one's vanished youth.
   

This has been on my mind recently. R E G R E T. I've had a few meaningful/deep/emotional talks with somebody who helped me tons with the PAPYRUS all-dayer. It's brought some things back. Hindsight is a wonderful thing, I wish we had foresight - the kind your mother has when they warn that "it'll all end in tears", but you still go ahead anyway.

I never want to get into a situation that I'm going to regret ever again. I don't mean a "let's get wasted on Rum" regret, nobody regrets that. I mean, when I go to do something, commit to something, or make some life-changing decision. I've noticed I'm thinking about the future a lot more. Yeah, I know I'm only a month off being 20 and it all sounds a bit serious, but when you've had the compulsive liars and fuck-ups for boyfriends I've had, amongst other horrid situations, I guess it'll make sense.

I'm trying to make the most of what I have, achieve goals, live, love and all that. If something doesn't go the way I planned or there's hurt along the way, I'll accept that it's just life. I'm not going to have any regret, because I will have given it my all. x.