For every push forward, you get the same fucking push back.

Just about had enough. I need something good to happen, something that's gonna put my faith back in everything, something to look forward to. Of course, you'll say "only you can make that happen". Well fuck that, because if another person and circumstances that are outside of my control have got me into this fucking pit I'm in, then why am I expected to somehow pull myself out of it, just like that. Oh hi guys, I feel on top of the world. My heart's not broken anymore!

Erm no.