Talk is cheap, and it doesn't mean much.

I'm excited, every thing's coming together! Just waiting on flyer's/posters to be printed and then it's going to be pure bashing them out! Uni's, cafes, shops, venues and outside gigs around Leeds. Everywhere.

The gig will handle itself, I'm not so worried about that. It's the skate jam. I'm anxious as to whether people will turn up for it and I haven't heard back from the council yet.

I went from 0 to tears in about 5 seconds the other day. Some people I weren't expecting to meet came into the shop to buy tickets for the gig. It took said 5 seconds to realise who they were, cue tears. It was weird. I don't want people to think I'm doing this over one person, I don't want to step on toes or for them to think I'm claiming to have been friends with her etc. I wanted to do it to deal with what I feel over so many people taking their own lives. The idea to do a gig literally just came to me, within an hour of getting the idea I'd contacted the charity. I've directed all my negative feelings into the day and developed the idea.

I worry too much. x.